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Motherhood

This is the weirdest thing that's been happening to me lately... the more I see my old old friends (most of them from Poland) having babies or getting pregnant, the more I think about being a mum. And the more I think about being a mum, the more I think I'd maybe want to be one too. And the more I think about being one too, the more it makes me sad, because Jeff doesn't want any kids. I used to not want any either.

It's weird. Am I maturing to motherhood? LOL

Definately weird.



My hours fly by. It's like the world can't wait to end, all speeds up. Really mental. :/

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smokkee911
Dec. 10th, 2008 05:36 pm (UTC)
A lot of people I know flip flop back and forth between having kids or not. But I know the ones that were on the fence that DID end up having one have no regrets whatsoever!!

Hopefully Jeff is at least somewhat open-minded.

:-)
oneleggedjockey
Dec. 12th, 2008 10:06 pm (UTC)
yeah, we've talked about it lately, and he understands my point, meaning why I think that I maybe would like to have one... He himself doesn't like kids, I mean, they make him feel uncomfortable and doesn't know what to do around them, which I understand, cuz I feel the same :) And I understand he doesn't have the internal desire to be a dad, so having a kid would be something he'd do just for me... Though I'm pretty confident that once he'd have it, he'd love it to death :) But the idea just scares him now, which is understandable... he's a guy, after all :)
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